I kick the tin cans and colours blend together and the only thing I need to do is watch. What can I say to something that beautiful? No giving away this year. The opposite actually. Where do I send my token of appreciation. Red, blue, green, yellow, white, black, purple, pink. It’s been so long, I was surprised to find out I can get used to this. I can believe in all of this again.
If there was such a thing as a defining moment, I missed it. I’ll always regret it. But I’m here and everything goes so fast that I tend to forget. Not for long, never for long. And I’m all grown up now. I can let myself go in this whirlwind that keeps me from floating. I am brave, time will pass, it’s all me, it is real and I want all of me, eventually. Even in the middle of the night alone.
Is it 2008 already? Can't wait to get started.