Breathe me

Strings

I lie down and everything’s soft. So much softer than how I feel. I want to stay here forever. I want to disappear inside these sheets. And pretend I will sleep tonight. There’s so much you don’t know. You never knew. So much left to say, but it’ll never get said. I can’t get my mind around how fast you entered and left this place. Though it’ll never be the same.

As I’m looking for my house, I know that white cream is bursting through the walls, flooding the red carpet. My friends tell me that everything will be all right. But I can’t find it anywhere, no matter how long I keep walking. So get the fuck out, right now, and let me move on and forget about this face I wore. You’re allowed to hate me for the rest of my life, but I don’t have that privilege.

I want everything to be different. Happy endings all around. Smiles wherever I go. The sun shining. I want you here. Now. Everything’s taking way too long. You’re taking way too long. I need you to bring pillows and blankets.

Zeedijk e.o.

Just about enough of Sittard

2nd entrance....?

Lost and delirious....?

Ilse on a roll in Zitterd!

New location in Sittard, pt2

New location in Sittard

Trip to the zoo with Sal, Jesse & Senna

And I slept like a baby...

Sandboarding

So be the adventurer, climb mountains, sandboard, raft, surf, enjoy. Don't forget to enjoy. Experience. No time to lose, see the world, meet people, take big gulps of life. Don't stand still for too long, you might lose the chance to find yourself, away from all the pressure. Are you still here? Why?

You know what? Every minute of this is me, is new, is mine. I don't want to make enjoyment my personal '08 obsession. I am still here, I'm not in a hurry, I'm not ashamed of struggling and I don't sandboard.

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